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Book Review: ‘The Curse Giver’ by Dora Machado

 

CurseGiver_Front Cover FinalIntrigue, romance and adventure await you in Dora Machado’s latest fast-paced, plot-twisting fantasy, The Curse Giver, just released by Twilight Times Books.

The story begins with our innocent healer heroine, Lusielle, as she is about to be burned on the pyre after she’s sentenced to death for a crime she didn’t commit. But just as the flames are about to engulf her, a mysterious stranger on a horse storms through the crowd and rescues her.

Brennus, Lord of Laonia, is tormented by the curse that has destroyed his people. To undo it, he must kill Lusielle in the most vicious of ways, for she is the one who bears the mysterious birthmark.

However, destiny plays a trick on them. Now together, amidst a world teetering on the brink of war, predator and prey grow too close for their own good. Passion flares as in a twist of fate, together, they try to defeat the terrifying curse and destroy the Curse Giver…

Lovers of dark romantic fantasy will relish The Curse Giver. This was a wonderfully entertaining, absorbing read. The stakes are high, the conflict compelling, and the sympathetic hero and heroine will make you fall in love with them. But the best thing about the novel is the writing itself. Lyric at times, Machado’s prose flows beautifully throughout the pages, bringing to life her fictional world in full, vivid detail.

The Curse Giver is a memorable adventure for fans of fantasy and one I can certainly recommend.

Find out more on Amazon or from Twilight Times Books.

Read my interview with the author on Blogcritics.

This review first appeared on Blogcritics and was provided in exchange for a review copy provided by the author.

Character Interview: Jalenia, from The Curse Giver, a fantasy novel by Dora Machado

We’re thrilled to have here today Jalenia, from Dora Machado’s new fantasy novel, The Curse Giver. Jalenia is an ageless curse giver who usually keeps her name and whereabouts secret, but generally operates in the Kingdom and the Free Territories that comprise the Land of the Thousand Gods along the great river Nerpes. She’s very mysterious, so don’t expect to learn a lot from her and beware: Whatever you do, you don’t really want her to turn her attention to you.

CurseGiver_Front Cover FinalIt is a pleasure to have you with us today at Beyond the Books!

Thank you, I think. I don’t do interviews often. More like never. But you seem like an interesting character yourself and I’m currently looking for work. Who knows? Maybe you or one of your readers needs a curse cast?

Thank you so much for this interview, Jalenia.  Now that the book has been written, do you feel you were fairly portrayed or would you like to set anything straight with your readers?

Fairly portrayed? I don’t think so. Creatures like us are never fairly portrayed. We are secretive, devious and mysterious by nature. We don’t like the spotlight. We believe in wickedness over goodness. We enjoy doing evil. We have to cast curses to exist, and yet people fear us because we do our job so well. Face it, villains never get fair press.

Do you feel the author did a good job colorizing your personality?  If not, how would you like to have been portrayed differently?

I’m afraid she might have painted me weak on a couple of occasions, but overall, I think Dora didn’t mince words. I mean, I like being evil, and she got that, oh, yes, she wrote me just the way I am. She didn’t make excuses for me. She didn’t make me good, or friendly, or even caring, thank the gods. So what if the readers may loathe me? So what if I cursed the Lord of Laonia?

Face it. The Lord of Laonia’s father did me wrong. He deserved to be cursed. He and his entire line deserved to suffer, all the way to the last of his sons, Bren, whose story is told in The Curse Giver. He was a fighter, that one. He wasn’t willing to lay down his sword and wait for my curse to kill him like any reasonable man might have done. His sense of duty was as impressive as his endurance.  I really enjoyed stringing him along. He waged a good fight. You must understand. I relish what I do and I enjoy a worthy opponent every so often. Heroes like Bren are hard to come by in my business. Fear usually neutralizes the cursed. Not Bren. He refused to be neutralized. He made it interesting for me.

As to that remedy mixer, Lusielle, well, she had it coming. She thought maybe she was going to be able to defeat me with her potions, to heal the curse from the very man that was trying to kill her in order to survive and save his people from the destruction. Little did she know about how foul and terrible her death would be in the hands of the man she tried to heal. Little did she know about the terrible secret that the Lord of Laonia kept from her until the very end.

What do you believe is your strongest trait?

I’m powerful, more powerful than any other curse giver that has ever existed. I’ve got good blood lines, excellent training, and I’ve lived a long time, which means I have the skills and expertise to cast a virulent curse. I can command the elements, travel swiftly through astonishing means, change my appearance almost at will and kill the strongest man with but a twist of my wrist. I’m persistent, oh yes, tenacious like the Goddess herself. And I’m a planner. My curses are impregnable, carefully crafted to address contingencies, anticipate disruptions, and ensure my victim’s demise. Finally, I’m merciless, selfish and wicked beyond redemption. These are the traits that make me the most powerful curse giver in the realms.

Worse trait?

I don’t have a worst trait. I consider myself the perfect curse giver. Shudder when you hear my name.

If you could choose someone in the television or movie industry to play your part if your book was made into a movie, who would that be (and you can’t say yourself!)?

I doubt there’s anyone in my world capable of playing me. Don’t you understand? I can be anybody. I could even be you.

Do you have a love interest in the book?

Love? Yuck. There’s enough of that from Bren and Lusielle in the story. Those two fought off the attraction growing between them almost as hard as they fought their enemies and me. I never understood. What did Lusielle see in the bitter, wretched lord fated to die by my hand?

Lusielle was a powerful healer, I understand that, but why would she want to heal the very man who was destined to kill her? I mean, what kind of madness fuels that type of compassion? I never did figure all of that out.

If you ask me, love is a pretty disgusting ailment. It makes the heart weak and the mind feeble. Lust, on the other hand, is a bit more interesting, something that perhaps I might consider to ease my boredom from time to time. There’s this creature that I had to work closely with there at the end the story, a traveler of the dark realms like myself, a soul chaser who claims the souls of the cursed when I’m done with them. To satisfy a fit of lust, he wouldn’t be bad. But love? Please.

At what point of the book did you start getting nervous about the way it was going to turn out?

Nervous? Me? Ha.

I’ll admit that Lusielle gave me a few surprises along the way. She ended up being stronger, more skilled and resilient that I had anticipated. Perhaps I should have taken care of her early on, when I killed her mother. Lusielle’s wits turned out to be more impressive than most, certainly more impressive than the cursed Lord of Laonia.

He was all brawn, wrath and desperation, easy to tease, mock and mislead, until he found Lusielle and, together, they tried to defeat my curse. Fools. She gave him hope. Hope is another disgusting emotion, a dangerous delusion. Have I told you how much I relish tearing people’s hopes to shreds? It’s extraordinarily fun. You ought to try it sometime. But I’m getting off point. You need to know: Regardless of how the story ended, my curse prevailed and that’s the true measure of my power and strength.

If you had to trade places with one of the other characters in the book, which character would you really not want to be and why?

I wouldn’t want to be Brennus, Lord of Laonia, because if I were him, I wouldn’t have him to torture, would I? Also, I treasured the man’s hatred for me. Like I said in the book, loathing, hatred and revulsion are thrilling, satisfying emotions worth living with and for. I cherished the Lord of Laonia as my enemy because he refused to forget and forgive. He knew that I was dangerous and would always remain so. He was a creature after my own heart and I will forever relish the scent of his scarred soul.

How do you feel about the ending of the book, without giving too much away?

Doomed and damned are the souls of the cursed. Useless are their struggles.  I’m the curse giver and you, you will always be my prey.

What words of wisdom would you give your author if she decided to write another book with you in it?

Embrace the wickedness within and you will find me; relish it and you will understand me.

Thank you for this interview, curse giver Jalenia.  Will we be seeing more of you in the future?

Perhaps if The Soul Chaser has a story to tell, I’ll be in it, for cursed souls rarely live for long and the soul chaser must come.

Purchase The Curse Giver on AMAZON

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Dora Tapestry 2 June 2013 (480x640)Dora Machado is the award winning author of the epic fantasy Stonewiser series and her newest novel, The Curse Giver, available from Twilight Times Books July 2013. She grew up in the Dominican Republic, where she developed a fascination for writing and a taste for Merengue. After a lifetime of straddling such compelling but different worlds, fantasy is a natural fit to her stories. She lives in Florida with her husband and three very opinionated cats.

To learn more about Dora Machado and her novels, visit her website atwww.doramachado.com or contact her at Dora@doramachado.com.

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Interview with Epic Fantasy Author R. Scot Johns

the-saga-of-beowulfR. Scot Johns is a life-long student of ancient and medieval literature, with an enduring fascination for Norse mythology and epic fantasy. He first came to Beowulf through his love of J. R. R. Tolkien, a leading scholar on the subject. As an Honors Medieval Literature major he has given lectures on such topics as the historical King Arthur and the construction of Stonehenge. He owns and operates Fantasy Castle Books, his own publishing imprint, and writes the blog Adventures of an Independent Author, where you can follow his progress as he writes The Jester’s Quest, his second novel.

You can visit his website at www.fantasycastlebooks.com.

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Welcome to Beyond the Books, Scot. Can you tell us whether you are published for the first time or multi-published? Can you give us the title(s) of your book(s)?

The Saga of Beowulf is my debut novel. It is the first complete novelization of the epic 10th century Old English poem Beowulf, based on a screenplay that I wrote some years ago. At the time I was studying medieval literature in college while working in a video rental store, and it occurred to me that there had never been a film made of this earliest of English action adventure tales. So I spent several years researching and writing one. Unfortunately, so did Neil Gaiman, whose version sold before mine could. However, this turned out to be an advantage when it came to write the novel, as it left me free to explore and expand without the constraints required by adhering to the film’s structure.

What was the name of your very first book regardless of whether it was published or not and, if not published, why?

books000The first book I set out to write was called The Jester’s Quest, which was never published, as I never finished it. After working on it through a first rough draft I decided that if I were going to approach writing seriously I needed to learn the craft. So I stuck it in a drawer and went to college for six years, during which time I became enamored of Beowulf, and spent the subsequent ten years working on both a screenplay and a novelization of that story. However, my intention is to now go back and complete that first book, drawing on what I’ve learned in the intervening twenty years.

For your first published book, how many rejections did you go through before you either found a mainstream publisher, self-published it, or paid a vanity press to publish it?

I sent out queries to nearly sixty agents and three publishers. Two of the publishers rejected it, but I have yet to hear back from the third after nearly a year of waiting and a follow-up inquiry. Of the agents roughly half rejected it outright, while about a dozen asked for partials or full manuscripts. Half of these rejected it, and I’ve never heard back from the rest. While I was waiting (im)patiently for replies, I began to learn about print-on-demand technology, and the new possibilities it opened up in self-publishing. Having always been of independent bent with a tendency toward doing things myself, I decided to start my own publishing company, so that I could maintain control over my own work. Beyond researching and writing the book, I also edited and typeset it, did the cover art and illustrations, created and corrected the proofs, undertook all the necessary document filings to establish business accounts both in the US and UK, created ebook versions in five formats, sent out review copies and have done all the marketing myself.

How did the rejections make you feel and what did you do to overcome the blows?

Rejections never bothered me in terms of my writing or the work itself. By this time I was wholly satisfied with the quality of my writing and knew that I had created something well above the average. What concerned me about the tradition submission process was how geared toward the mainstream (read: average and mediocre) they were. The Saga of Beowulf falls well outside the bell curve, being a fairly intellectual work, written in an upper college level prose, and in a narrow niche genre the vast majority of publishers won’t even look at. But more importantly, I realized rather quickly just how overwhelmed the agents and publishers were with submissions, which allowed them very little time to evaluate each potential candidate. This means that manuscripts must inherently conform to a pre-determined set of criteria to pass their first audition, only one of which is good writing. In general, decisions are made solely on the basis of the query content, and not the work at all, since there’s no time to give anything a thorough read, if it’s read at all. This means that if the story premise is intriguing enough (i.e. it seems potentially commercial), the agent will read a paragraph or two, but rarely more than a page or two, in which time they have to make a decision without benefit of getting to know the story or the characters. I fully understand the necessity of this in the highly competitive, and costly, modern market. It just rapidly became apparent that my 618 page novel would never be read by anyone involved in trade publishing, as they simply didn’t have the time, and consequently I determined to publish it myself. This has since proven to hold true for reviewers as well, who are inundated with free books from authors and publishers, the majority of which they will never read.

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When your first book was published, who published it and why did you choose them?

As I said, I started my own publishing company, Fantasy Castle Books. To do this all you have to do is file a D.B.A. and purchase a block of ISBN’s, which gives you a publisher code that is registered with Bowker in the U.S. and Nelson Book Data in the United Kingdom. I’ve given some of the reasons already, but another significant factor was the fact that by publishing the book myself I gain a vastly greater share of the profits from each sale, although, of course, there is no advance, and I have to pay for all expenses and marketing. I had approached the three major fantasy publishers that accept direct submissions without an agent, but as I mentioned, only two replied, while the last has not responded to this day. I might think this was a reflection of the novel’s merits, were it not that the book has since garnered rave reviews across the board. You can read these reviews on both my website and blog, as well as Amazon.com for most of them.

2341How did it make you feel to become published for the first time and how did you celebrate?

Initially it was incredibly elating to see and hold a copy of my book for the first time, and see it spread out across the web. This was tempered, however, as I held my breath and waited for the first reviews to come in, and of course to see how sales would go. Reading the first review, with its glowing praise, was as much or more uplifting than seeing it in print. To celebrate the novel’s publication I bought a bottle of Bailey’s Irish Cream and savored it while barbequing in my back yard by myself as the sun went down. Then I got back to work.

What was the first thing you did as promotion when you were published for the first time?

Built a web presence. Since this book was self-published there was little chance that it would ever see the inside of a brick-and-mortal store. Because of its size and cost to print, I can’t offer the standard 65% trade discount that bookstores demand to stock a book. This meant that I had to focus all my marketing efforts on the internet, focusing on Amazon as my major retailer. But the first thing to do was to establish a strong web presence. So I built a website and began a blog. The website as developed over time to include a wide variety of fun and useful resources to help readers find and enjoy the book, including sample chapters to download, audio readings and promo video, high-resolution artwork for wallpaper and bookmarks, extensive author’s notes on the writing and adaptation process, a Norse Rune decoder, study guides, and even a deleted sequence that was cut from the first chapter. You can now also buy the book directly from the website, both in print and for immediate download in several formats.

If you had to do it over again, would you have chosen another route to be published?

Possibly. Knowing how the novel as it is would be received by the industry, I would cut the book in half (it has a natural breaking point roughly halfway through), and excise everything from the first chapter that isn’t dialogue or action, saving all the expository narrative for later. This seems to be what agents want, but whether this is the best thing for the story is questionable. But I’ve discovered that there are two distinctly differently audiences that an author must write to: the final readers, and the agents and editors you have to win over to get the book in print, and they have very different agendas. Unfortunately for me, I love long books that develop over time, and which a reader lives with for quite a while. When you pick up a 600 page novel you know you’re in it for the long haul, and are not rushing through to find out what happens next and finish it as quickly as you can. It’s a savoring experience, like fine wine, which grows with you as you progress. But that’s not what trade publishers are looking for, so I would have to drastically alter it from what it is, for good or ill.

Have you been published since then and how have you grown as an author?

No, I’m still working on marketing this first novel, and haven’t yet started working on the next one. Much of what I’ve learned as an author has to do with things I’ve been speaking of, more from a business perspective than that of a writer. My writing has been highly praised and universally applauded by readers and reviewers, although there’s always room for growth. Quickening my pacing in the early chapters (particularly the first) is something I plan to work on, but again, this is due more to what I’ve learned about the business than it is about the craft. And it’s still up in the air as to whether I’ll even bother to submit the next book to the trades.

book7Looking back since the early days when you were trying to get published, what do you think you could have done differently to speed things up? What kind of mistakes could you have avoided?

I could have written a much shorter book! That would have sped things up a lot. But going way back it would have made things much easier if I had started writing as a kid, before the burden of working nine to five consumed the better part of my time. Having to write on evenings and weekends only has been incredibly difficult for a work of this length and complexity. I have no “platform” on which to promote myself, which seems to be what major publishers are really looking for. If you’re an actor or a lawyer or someone with a public presence it’s much easier to get your story published. But I’ve worked in the unglamorous profession of a retail manager for most my life; and having never joined any official organizations or garnered awards for anything, I have only my manuscript to offer. I’ve always been an avid reader, but I never wrote stories as a youth. I just decided one day I wanted to write a novel, so I did. I would recommend prospective authors join writers groups and submit everything they write to magazines and competitions to start building their career. But in the end you just have to write what you feel compelled to write.

What has been the biggest accomplishment you have achieved since becoming published?

It’s hard to top being published itself, but achieving consistently excellent reviews has been the highlight of the whole experience, since it is the readers who ultimately determine the value of your work, and to whom you write. As far as statistics are concerned, having The Saga of Beowulf hit #4 on Amazon UK and #6 in the US in the Historical Fantasy category was pretty cool.

If you could have chosen another profession, what would that profession be?

Rock musician. That’s what I was focused on throughout my teenage years and well into my twenties. I played acoustic and electric guitar in several bands during the seventies and early eighties, and I miss it. Recently I’ve played acoustic guitar in a Neil Young tribute band, which was a lot of fun. But unfortunately I’m a bit of an introvert, and I can’t sing for beans, so my stage presence isn’t exactly stunning, to say the least.

Would you give up being an author for that profession or have you combined the best of both worlds?

No. Being an author is much better. There are no ego conflicts to deal with, and it’s less a popularity contest than a work of art. Besides, music is temporal and fades with time, but books live forever. I would like to write for films, though, in order to enjoy again the camaraderie that comes with working in a larger group. I’ve always thought that a film production is very much like putting on a rock show, complete with lights, camera and action.

How do you see yourself in ten years?

By then I’d like to have a half dozen books written and built up a reasonably sizeable readership, enough to provide a meager living so that I can write full-time. I’m not looking for fame or fortune (although I wouldn’t turn them away), I just want to be able to make a decent living doing what I love instead of making money for someone else. I’d like to travel as I research locations for the historical fiction novels I plan to write. But I’d settle for a vacation sometime.

Any final words for writers who dream of being published one day?

Just keep writing. Write all the time. Write and read. Read and write. In and out. You are what you read, so to speak. Reading is food for the mind, so read what’s good and cultivate an appreciation of good writing. But just keep writing and writing and writing. And send your writing out for publication wherever and whenever you can.

Interview with Epic Fantasy Author Jim Melvin

Jim Melvin, 50, was born in Poughkeepsie, N.Y., but spent more than forty years of his life in St. Petersburg, Fla. He now lives in Clemson, S.C.

Jim graduated from the University of South Florida (Tampa) with a B.A. in Journalism in 1979. He was an award-winning journalist at the St. Petersburg Times for twenty-five years and retired in 2004 to become a full-time novelist. At the Times, he specialized in science, nature, health and fitness, and he wrote about everything from childhood drowning to erupting volcanoes. But he spent the majority of his career as a designer, editor, and supervisor.

Welcome to Beyond the Books, Jim.  Can you tell us whether you are published for the first time or multi-published?

The six books that make up my epic fantasy series are my first published novels. But I was a journalist for 25 years and have published many features and columns.

Can you give us the title(s) of your book(s)?

Book One is entitled The Pit and was available September 2007. Book Two (Moon Goddess) was available October 2007. Book Three (Eve of War), November 2007. Book Four (World on Fire), December 2007. Book Five (Sun God), January 2008. Book Six (Death-Know), February 2008.

What was the name of your very first book regardless of whether it was published or not and, if not published, why?

I wrote my first novel when I was 20 years old. It was a Stephen King-like horror novel entitled Sarah’s Curse. An agent who was a family friend shopped it around, and though it received some nice responses, it never found a publisher. But I wasn’t overly concerned because I believed my second novel would be the one to hit it big. In the meantime, I started my career as a journalist at the St. Petersburg Times in Florida. For me, the rat race officially began. Soon I was working 50-hour weeks and raising a family – and there never was a second book. Twenty-five years later, I was fortunate enough to be able to semi-retire. In September 2004, I wrote the first word of Book One of The Death Wizard Chronicles, a six-book epic fantasy. Seven-hundred-thousand words later, I’m in the final revision process of Book Six. 

For your first published book, how many rejections did you go through before you either found a mainstream publisher, self-published it, or paid a vanity press to publish it? 

My agent and I shopped hard for a publisher. First-time fiction is an extremely difficult sell nowadays, especially in the glutted genres such as epic fantasy. I received a lot of nicely worded rejections (about 10 in all) from the major houses. I was very lucky and happy to sign with Rain, which is a mid-sized, traditional house based in Canada (www.rainbooks.com).  

How did the rejections make you feel and what did you do to overcome the blows? 

A lot of successfully published authors would have you believe that the only secret to being published by a big house is to write a better book. I don’t believe that. For one thing, 80 percent of what you’ll find in the big bookstores doesn’t seem that great to me. For another, how can your work be truly judged when the editors at the big houses are so swamped, they don’t have time to read it? The rejections depressed me, but not because I believed my work wasn’t of high quality. It was because I believed that the odds were too highly stacked against me. I received a lot of nicely worded rejections from the major houses, most of which only have one or two slots for literally thousands of entries. In some regards, it would be easier to win the lottery, buy the publishing house, appoint yourself president, and then publish your book than it would be to gain an acceptance in the traditional manner. I know this is an unpopular point of view, but I’m just being honest in terms of how I feel.

When your first book was published, who published it and why did you choose them? 

I signed with Rain in March 2007. Not only have they treated me respectfully, but they were willing to publish all my books in a very timely fashion. No waiting until 2009. That was as big a selling point to me as anything else.  

How did it make you feel to become published for the first time and how did you celebrate?

To be honest, I was at first more stunned than happy. Prior to my signing with Rain, the publishing process had been filled with pitfalls and disappointments. However, once it sank in that I had achieved my goal, I changed my attitude and became very excited. My wife and I went out to a fancy restaurant and shared a bottle of expensive champagne; and we liked the champagne so much, we did it again a couple of nights later!

What was the first thing you did as far as promotion when you were published for the first time? 

The first thing I did was to start up a blog. Since then, I’ve had more than 5,000 hits. I know I’m not setting records, but I’m pleased by the response in just a few short months.

If you had to do it over again, would you have chosen another route to be published? 

Is there another one? In January 2005, I acquired an agent, which most people say is even more difficult than getting published. After that, I followed my agent’s guidance. I don’t know what else I could have done.

Have you been published since then and how have you grown as an author? 

All six books of my series are being published by Rain. During the writing of the series, I have grown considerably as an author. My style is a little different in Book Six than in Book One: smoother, less staccato. But it’s not so different that the reader will notice. In some ways, it has worked to my advantage that Book One of my series wasn’t picked up immediately. I’ve been able to go back into the earlier books and make revisions that the big-name guys such as Stephen Donaldson aren’t able to do. Once Donaldson finished Book One of his latest series, it went right to print. I’m sure that in writing Book Two, there were times he wished he could go back into Book One and make touch-ups.

Looking back since the early days when you were trying to get published, what do you think you could have done differently to speed things up?  What kind of mistakes could you have avoided? 

The only thing I could have done differently to speed things up would have been to debut a standalone novel instead of a series. That would have made things easier on my agent and me. But The DW Chronicles were in my heart, and I went with my heart.

What has been the biggest accomplishment you have achieved since becoming published? 

I rank two things equally: an impressive talk/reading/signing at the prestigious Times Festival of Reading in St. Petersburg, Fla.; and a very positive review from the Tampa Tribune, one of the largest newspapers in Florida.

If you could have chosen another profession, what would that profession be? 

I’d love to be an incredibly hot, sexy rock star with a fantastic voice who also can play about a dozen instruments.

Would you give up being an author for that profession or have you combined the best of both worlds? 

This will sound crazy to most people, but I would rather be a best-selling novelist than a rock star. However, I’d rather be a rock star than a novelist who doesn’t sell very well. (Ha!)

How do you see yourself in ten years? 

Some people don’t like to be known for just one work or one role. But if I were known only for The Death Wizard Chronicles, I’d be the happiest person alive. The characters in my series are like family to me – and I love them.

Any final words for writers who dream of being published one day? 

Write from the heart. Pull no punches. Don’t try to guess what readers want to read. Write what you want to write, and then let the chips fall where they may. Write with passion about large issues. And cry real hard when you’re finally finished. Then, do your best to get an agent, and work hard every day at getting published. Even then, there’ll be no guarantees. But at least you’ll be able to look yourself in the mirror and know that you’ve given it your best shot.

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